I fear the fragility of feeble creature memory

Doubt my own ability to hold what has been given me
Where go past days tragically when gone is all I used to be
Who can keep with surety the ones forgotten sadly.

I may yet let my mind go off in care-not cartwheels
To leave hold let go boldly surrender to unknow
Isn't giving up like giving in to end is like begin again
To sink into infinity, the full face of divinity.